Sunday, March 20, 2005
Just one week of rest... and i'll be going back to school with the others.. again!!! arr!!! stressed uP! it's not enough and my work is not all done! gonna take a heavy thrashing and pounding of words and "threats" tomorrow... bad girl.. bad bad girl.. uhhh.. feel so lazy!!! arrr!!
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
haha.. took a lil test today///
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Honesty Is Such a Lonely Word
It's hard to serve up the truth, but you manage to do it in a manner that takes the feelings of others into consideration. While you don't want to lie, you sometimes feel the need to tiptoe around the truth in order to spare others from experiencing rejection or humiliation. It's a tightrope, but you're a good acrobat. Friends appreciate your candor and will seek you out for advice when they need it because they know they're getting the real deal.
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anyway, i found a webpage on lycos which is rather good... cos if u wanna find mp3 for ur song u can search for it there.. here's the webbie:
http://music.lycos.com/
so... i wonder what's up with me these few days.. seems like i'm sort of into jazz music.. hahax.. kept listening to jazz these two days or so.. quite nice...
by the way, i said i was supposed to and going off to the factory already. but... in the end i didn't go at all... why? it was too late, my dad din wanna wait for me at the shop and then fetch me to the factory stands.. haix.. fine! nvm... i'm sure there'll be more chances and i will definitely take the chance to go.
i guess that about all.. jus a short lil update.. so, ciao now.. haha..
--->
Honesty Is Such a Lonely Word
It's hard to serve up the truth, but you manage to do it in a manner that takes the feelings of others into consideration. While you don't want to lie, you sometimes feel the need to tiptoe around the truth in order to spare others from experiencing rejection or humiliation. It's a tightrope, but you're a good acrobat. Friends appreciate your candor and will seek you out for advice when they need it because they know they're getting the real deal.
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anyway, i found a webpage on lycos which is rather good... cos if u wanna find mp3 for ur song u can search for it there.. here's the webbie:
http://music.lycos.com/
so... i wonder what's up with me these few days.. seems like i'm sort of into jazz music.. hahax.. kept listening to jazz these two days or so.. quite nice...
by the way, i said i was supposed to and going off to the factory already. but... in the end i didn't go at all... why? it was too late, my dad din wanna wait for me at the shop and then fetch me to the factory stands.. haix.. fine! nvm... i'm sure there'll be more chances and i will definitely take the chance to go.
i guess that about all.. jus a short lil update.. so, ciao now.. haha..
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
hix.. finally.. today is the end of those tiring "holiday lessons"...
at least, i can take a lil break now.. i think i wanna go off to the factory now!! hahax.. buai!
at least, i can take a lil break now.. i think i wanna go off to the factory now!! hahax.. buai!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
fine fine! i cannot take it!! how can those teachers torture us and steal our holidays like dat??!!
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
why... oh why do i feel so lonely... in school, most of the time i spent is in the classroom...where loneliness sets in... the people who are my classmates are actually only acquaintances... some say "friends" no true.. not true at all... do you know what friends are like? not like... that... those are just acquaintances i have in my class... the worse is the ignoring... the sadness sets upon my mind... how come you all can get along in your cliques so easily while i don't BELONG... i don't feel BELONGED in that class... "my" class... Sympathy? That's what all you people feel for me.. yes... you pity my loneliness... not as a friend but as a stranger or so called acquaintance... you only know minute things about me. 2 years? so what? we don't talk at all... fine.. laugh at me... make me sad... i don't care... not at all.. i just had to endure this loneliness for only a few months before graduating! hahax... graduation... what would it be like? i wonder... wonder... Laugh it off... laugh it off i say... laugh... it... laugh... at...it... just don't hurt me no more... what a pathetic loner... the recluse of the class... that's me... don't talk to me... i won't appreciate... unless i sense the care in your tone... like my REAL FRIENDS...
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
I found something amusing and laugh out loud at for more intellectually-abled people who can pronounce properly simple words we learnt in primary school...
haha.. that's how i would be able to hurt them instead of them hurting me.. although loneliness has been part of school during morning lessons... i'm sure... i can at least look down on those hoodlums whose one comsummate obsession is being in the "Gorilla Tribal Community"
oh! how that english test has helped increased my knowledge of words i can use in out-speaking others... i shall still shut my mouth due to unforseen circumstamces... negative things might happen if i just blurt out what i want to without making sure my words go through thorough thoughts in my mind. hoodlums don't think before they act. they act without even thinking at all and thugs are all that uncivilised and uncontrollable except with the existence of higher AUTHORITY... ooH... i like that word.. authority... you would never be able to dream of how much you would be able to do with high authority and RESPECT... with determination... much things can be accompished..
wondering why i feel like speaking so profoundly today, i shall not anger get the better of me and turn violent. violence shall not be compromised. hey! that's why there are laws all over the place condoning acts of STUPIDITY such as violence right? I say... Singapore is definitely a much safer place to be than other countries.. definitely... talk about homicide in other countries.. gosh! check out the states! damn! over 10 000 gun murders in a YEAR! well.. talking about that.. i remember the film showed to us by our band 3 english teacher ms buganeish..(she says "Freedom of speech? We don't need freedom of speech! We can still get on with our lives happily without freedom of speech!") "Bowling For Columbine" by Michael Moore... i tell you, gun control is a big big issue!
Goodness... i've been jumping here and there... from one issue to another... well, that's it... i just can't take it anymore... my class is totally un-united.. hey! have you people checked out the catch-phrase at the back of our class on that broken-down notice board? "403, united as one." what 'crap'... i say, that's absolute bluff and irony.
The seriousness of the examinations has set upon our minds as teachers blabber about... blurting out unhappy endings if we don't work harder. Is that intimidation? They say it's not. But the irony is that it intimidates some of us surely, we got to start our mental engines to work on our attitudes! Failing to plan= planning to fail? Time-management is that important... well, how do i manage my time then? i shall have to take some time to think about that.
If i want to know something, i will search for the answer, right! As long as determination sets in, nothing can stop me except higher authority, money, moral values and character etc. How many restraining factors are there? i tell you.. more than you can imagine... everything has to be laid out properly and planned beforehand before you can really set your mind to do something and with that achieve great things. One should never under-estimate oneself at any point of time as failing to think about your future will lead to really horrid circumstances.
Therefore, from tommorrow, a new me will set in... a happy me, unafraid of jeerings and unhappy making fun of, in fact, an irony lurks around the corner of their mindset in the fact that they cannot even pronounce the making-fun of word properly. Their the ones making fun of themselves i say. well, what can i say about them? Nothing much. Fooling me would only be fooling yourself. Before you take on anyone, think about the circumstances. If you think you're that great, you would be able to control more than you think you can.
Which is, in a matter of fact, an unimaginary thing to do... well... sometimes i have no idea about the things i do hurting others, making others feel hurt definitely is not my forte. i have much better things to do! Real people have comfort in helping others and doing good thing, accomplishing great tasks without harming anybody... my say in today's entry, "lame" remarks shall not be passed, gossips of others should not be spoken of... the case of the "goh-ree-le" is not over yet.. i shall get to the end of this. For now, Good night and sleep tight, tomorrow is a new beginning, a happy beginning... "haha!"
haha.. that's how i would be able to hurt them instead of them hurting me.. although loneliness has been part of school during morning lessons... i'm sure... i can at least look down on those hoodlums whose one comsummate obsession is being in the "Gorilla Tribal Community"
oh! how that english test has helped increased my knowledge of words i can use in out-speaking others... i shall still shut my mouth due to unforseen circumstamces... negative things might happen if i just blurt out what i want to without making sure my words go through thorough thoughts in my mind. hoodlums don't think before they act. they act without even thinking at all and thugs are all that uncivilised and uncontrollable except with the existence of higher AUTHORITY... ooH... i like that word.. authority... you would never be able to dream of how much you would be able to do with high authority and RESPECT... with determination... much things can be accompished..
wondering why i feel like speaking so profoundly today, i shall not anger get the better of me and turn violent. violence shall not be compromised. hey! that's why there are laws all over the place condoning acts of STUPIDITY such as violence right? I say... Singapore is definitely a much safer place to be than other countries.. definitely... talk about homicide in other countries.. gosh! check out the states! damn! over 10 000 gun murders in a YEAR! well.. talking about that.. i remember the film showed to us by our band 3 english teacher ms buganeish..(she says "Freedom of speech? We don't need freedom of speech! We can still get on with our lives happily without freedom of speech!") "Bowling For Columbine" by Michael Moore... i tell you, gun control is a big big issue!
Goodness... i've been jumping here and there... from one issue to another... well, that's it... i just can't take it anymore... my class is totally un-united.. hey! have you people checked out the catch-phrase at the back of our class on that broken-down notice board? "403, united as one." what 'crap'... i say, that's absolute bluff and irony.
The seriousness of the examinations has set upon our minds as teachers blabber about... blurting out unhappy endings if we don't work harder. Is that intimidation? They say it's not. But the irony is that it intimidates some of us surely, we got to start our mental engines to work on our attitudes! Failing to plan= planning to fail? Time-management is that important... well, how do i manage my time then? i shall have to take some time to think about that.
If i want to know something, i will search for the answer, right! As long as determination sets in, nothing can stop me except higher authority, money, moral values and character etc. How many restraining factors are there? i tell you.. more than you can imagine... everything has to be laid out properly and planned beforehand before you can really set your mind to do something and with that achieve great things. One should never under-estimate oneself at any point of time as failing to think about your future will lead to really horrid circumstances.
Therefore, from tommorrow, a new me will set in... a happy me, unafraid of jeerings and unhappy making fun of, in fact, an irony lurks around the corner of their mindset in the fact that they cannot even pronounce the making-fun of word properly. Their the ones making fun of themselves i say. well, what can i say about them? Nothing much. Fooling me would only be fooling yourself. Before you take on anyone, think about the circumstances. If you think you're that great, you would be able to control more than you think you can.
Which is, in a matter of fact, an unimaginary thing to do... well... sometimes i have no idea about the things i do hurting others, making others feel hurt definitely is not my forte. i have much better things to do! Real people have comfort in helping others and doing good thing, accomplishing great tasks without harming anybody... my say in today's entry, "lame" remarks shall not be passed, gossips of others should not be spoken of... the case of the "goh-ree-le" is not over yet.. i shall get to the end of this. For now, Good night and sleep tight, tomorrow is a new beginning, a happy beginning... "haha!"
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
hahax... well.. been quite some time since i've updated... nothin much to update aniwae... 'cept that i'm aware of something immature is goin on wif dose guys frm 512.. weirdos... they like gorillas or what? blurdy idiots... i wanna make fun of them too! haha.. i shall! u ppl watch out! i shall take an accomplice with me to take revenge! muahahahahha!!! i'm not afraid of immatured bastards! definitely! sec 5s! goodness? wad intellectual abilities worth showing have you j.e.r.k.s got?! none worthy of a gentleman! indeed! dun think i dunno ok! stupid idiots.. hah! i shall not be bothered about u b.a.s.t.a.r.d.s hah! nincompoops. i tell u crazy baboons! u all can never win me! losers... hah.. exactly! losers!
i shall not let all these stuff affect my mood no more.. hahax.. i'm a happy person.. but definitely not in the class.. MY CLASS SUCKS! SUCKS i say!
shheeesh.... who says it dussnt please tell me.. i shall den delete that sentence... scram! stupid hypocrites! i hate u all! don't pity me! i dun like dat! u wanna make use of me? not that easy ok... it's not dat easy... =grin= i hate to be misunderstood... dun make me insult you...
haix... i'm not a SABO queen! i know afta the incident... i forgot my to bring files... a lot of ppl will think i am... maybe i really am.. well! wadeva! strong! i mus be strong to defeat all these wu*liao ppl.. aniways i got my buddies frm other classes around to accompany me afta school.. so happie wif that! been goin home wif my buddies these few days.. not like sec 1 or 2 animore... dat lonely kid... walking back herself.. i dun like dat image.. i shall not portray dat in my mind no more.. we're getting closer now... best buddies stay best buddies forever! dun worry.. i'm listening to dis song now... "You've Got A Friend In Me" from Toys' Story.. by Lyle Lovett and Randy Newman... i love dat song! lurVve' it!
chatted with michelle(bm) for awhile.. hahax.. we aim to study life sciences in ngee ann poly together! den we can be classmates again.. lik in primary skool.. hehex.. therefore we must work harder.. hehex.. lol... we picked two course to aim for. one is biomedical sciences and the other is biotechnolgy. see the website! click on courses, den life sciences. we aim 4 the first 2 on the list! hahs...
"Mind-storms and bad moods be gone! Here comes the wave of sunshine and happiness!"
-wink! wink!-
i shall not let all these stuff affect my mood no more.. hahax.. i'm a happy person.. but definitely not in the class.. MY CLASS SUCKS! SUCKS i say!
shheeesh.... who says it dussnt please tell me.. i shall den delete that sentence... scram! stupid hypocrites! i hate u all! don't pity me! i dun like dat! u wanna make use of me? not that easy ok... it's not dat easy... =grin= i hate to be misunderstood... dun make me insult you...
haix... i'm not a SABO queen! i know afta the incident... i forgot my to bring files... a lot of ppl will think i am... maybe i really am.. well! wadeva! strong! i mus be strong to defeat all these wu*liao ppl.. aniways i got my buddies frm other classes around to accompany me afta school.. so happie wif that! been goin home wif my buddies these few days.. not like sec 1 or 2 animore... dat lonely kid... walking back herself.. i dun like dat image.. i shall not portray dat in my mind no more.. we're getting closer now... best buddies stay best buddies forever! dun worry.. i'm listening to dis song now... "You've Got A Friend In Me" from Toys' Story.. by Lyle Lovett and Randy Newman... i love dat song! lurVve' it!
chatted with michelle(bm) for awhile.. hahax.. we aim to study life sciences in ngee ann poly together! den we can be classmates again.. lik in primary skool.. hehex.. therefore we must work harder.. hehex.. lol... we picked two course to aim for. one is biomedical sciences and the other is biotechnolgy. see the website! click on courses, den life sciences. we aim 4 the first 2 on the list! hahs...
"Mind-storms and bad moods be gone! Here comes the wave of sunshine and happiness!"
-wink! wink!-
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