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Saturday, April 17, 2010
3:59 am

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I guess the pass few days/ weeks have been kind of aimless for me.
Maybe I should focus on this. Maybe on that.

But what I am really wanting at the moment is to win a competition. Nothing really special ever really happens to me. The only other time I felt so satisfied winning, was when I got some medals and trophies for my school's swimming carnival. So, this time, I must get first for the design competition. I'm really garnering as many people to vote (I know I haven't tried every single person I know, 'cos that would be really weird), and so special thanks to Joelyn, my campaign manager (: She got her friends to vote mine too, and wow. Convincing! So awesome.

Well, I have been really wandering through this really bad, unhealthy routine. Want to know it?

[In the morning, almost everyone leaves the house for work or school]

1pm - wake up. freshen up. morning routine.
1.30pm - lunch, tv, play and feed the hamsters (sometimes Big brother comes down and have his food before proceeding to JE Library)
2.30pm - Mom comes down. Talk about stuff.
3pm - 4.30pm - Mom goes to yoga, I'm home with Ani and she's doing her work. I turn my laptop on and start my aimless/ confusing/ uninteresting/ exasperating/ depressing hunt
5pm - Dad comes back from work.
5.15pm - Dad goes to the track for his daily exercise
6pm - Dad comes back and I'm still on the computer. I check on the hamsters a bit.
6.30pm - Sometimes Hong Yong comes back home and we go jogging a bit later.
7pm - So, let's say we jogged.
8pm - Back home. So, drink some water, watch a bit of TV, played with the hamsters
8.30pm - Shower, maybe Big bro comes home around this time.
9pm - Dinner and Dad goes out to get some stuff.
10pm - Mom and Dad returns home
11pm - TV or Laptop again
11pm - 4am - alternating between hamsters, TV, and laptop. Dad, Big Bro, HY, and Ani goes to bed
4am - wash up and sleep.
5am - Mom washes up and sleep.

And the next day the routine may differ a little. Or not.

Oh no. THIS SOUNDS HORRENDOUS! Jia Zhen, since when have you become such a bum? Get your ass off that chair and DO SOMETHING! Come ON!

That's why, starting next week, I plan to alternate between real job hunting and real living. Find me something to be passionate about that I can do alone and write articles about. Maybe then I will improve on something.

And I have started to read my textbooks, again. Just to freshen up a little, since it has been a year since I stopped studying, officially.

So, working on my driving licence as well. May 22nd. I can do it! Make no mistakes! Do the right thing and drive safely!

And I have a little something something vacation in May. :)

P.S. You don't wish for something and HOPE it comes true. You don't HOPE for something and wait for the stars to drop from the heavens and embrace you. It is time you MAKE a change and DO something about it. If you don't WORK for your wish with all the MEANS you have, there's no way it will just POP right into your lap like that. So, with a little MANIPULATION and a little DILIGENCE, DO your thing and you might just get what you want :D

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