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Friday, March 31, 2006
7:08 pm

Today is "Qing Ming Jie" right?

This morning, I woke up really early to go to Mandai Crematorium and Columbarium with some of my relatives to visit my maternal grandmother and great grandmother.

I was quite taken aback by the number of Army personnel crowding the area. At first, I didn't know what happened, but then my parents said that they're going to do a military ceremony for an army personnel who died while running a biathlon. He was only... 38 years old right? That's like, so young to die.

Anyway, I'm still waiting for the UniSIM outcome. See if they accept me or not. If not, I'd have to go study Product Design in Ngee Ann Poly. I'm so bored! But I'm going to start working for my parents tomorrow. After a month's break. NO!!!

So sick. Argh... I'm going to take a shower now. Updated some scripts on my blog. Haha... That's all.

GO have your DINNER!!! Oops, I mean, I'll have my dinner later.

Oh, WHATEVER!

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Thursday, March 30, 2006
7:09 pm

YAY! THIS IS POST NUMBER = 100!!!

I FINALLY DONE MY 100TH POST! YIPPEE!

I finally can get a load off my mind. Yesterday, I went with my mum to SIM again, to ask more about it and to submit my application. FINALLY! Yes, I did admit my application.

Then, with my big bro, and mum, we went next door to Ngee Ann Polytechnic to get ourselves laptops! Yes! I got an Acer laptop and my bro did too. But it's a total of... $4599! WHOA! We gotta use our Ang Pao money to pay for that man.

We got into a really batty situation yesterday. I mean, literally. Batty.

Last night, I was about to sleep, when suddenly, I heard my mum screaming... like, "AAH!" "AAH!" "AAH!"...

Feeling a little surprised and worried, I quickly opened my room door and stared down at the living room. Immediately, I knew what was going on. BATS! BATS have entered our house! At first, I thought it was only A bat. Turns out, it's one times two, 2 bats!

They got stuck, couldn't really find their ways out. But after a fluttering few minutes, one went out.

The other, shot straight up to level two. Into my lil' bro's bedroom. Then, it all seemed calm... Suddenly, the bat shot out of his room and straight at me. It gave me a scare, I fell flat to the floor. Phew! It missed me by a few inches. Haha...

Then, it flew back in again. Ani came upstairs and she was supposed to sleep on her mattress in my bro.'s room. But then, she was quite afraid of the bat. She switched on the lights, closed the door and stood outside, wondering what to do.

After a few minutes, she went in and what she saw was... no bats, just, plain normal.
The window wasn't open. She then went to open the window. Lights are still on. No sign of the bat. We searched all around the room for it. NOTHING.

Weird. It seemed like it just disappeared into thin air.
So, she just switched off the lights, and closed the door... and dozed off.
After that, what she told me was, she heard a whole lot of fluttering and she saw the bat. IN THE ROOM! It must have been hiding somewhere. She was so scared that she sprang up when the bat was near the curtain and went out, closing the door behind her. After that, she heard the bat's noisy fluttering and then headed to my room o sleep. Okay... I only realised that when I knocked into something hard. It was her head. Like, OUCH! ok... I shall let her stay here for the night.

What I thought was, 'cos bats are nocturnal, that bat might have thought that when the lights were on, it was daytime. Then it rested... somewhere. Then it only came out when the lights were off. Yea, it is gone for now, I didn't know if it really is gone, or still in my lil' bro's room.

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
1:11 am

Oh my goodness... I am so vexed. I'm in such a dilemna. I don't know what to do. Polytechnic? Or University? One costs a lot, the other don't.

I haven't really got much to update. Check out my new stickam player already? Cool eh? Get one for yourself la. Haha, ooh. Where can I download music videos?

FEES are such scary things to deal with.
Deadlines are even more scary. ARRR!!!

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Saturday, March 25, 2006
1:14 am

Hey-you! hey-you! TWISTED transisteeer...

Wah! The twisted transistor video by Korn which features hip hop superstars in a metal music video looks funny. Weird indeed!

But I don't listen to hard metal. That's too "hard"... lol
Alright... I'm in search of a very retro jacket which is cheap and colourful. Any digs? TELL ME!

Next... just made a 38th Boulevard website. Not very impressive yet, though. We'll wait for the launch!

Had a haircut today. It looks really... I have no expression for it... but it's different. At least it's different. (YIPPEE!)

My mother says it's nice, my maid says it's nice. My dad says it's nice. My aunt say's it's nice.

But my elder bro. says it's WEIRD.
WEIRD?!
WEIRD?!

Aw... okay! WEIRD!

Whatever!

It's just cause it's different. That's all. And it only costs me $12. Supposed to be $8 for students below 17. But mine's longer, so it's $10. But the lady went to blow-dry my hair, when it's already dry. But to make the "shape" of the hairstyle. Oh! Whatever! I don't get it. Then she introduced a lot of weird treatments and expensive stuff. Then when my mother paid her, she said, $12 'cos the extra $2 for "BLOW". RUBBISH RIGHT? I can blow-dry my own hair and she says blowing my hair cost us an extra two BUCKS! HELLO?! Such a money-digger. Oh, whatever... my mum didn't say anything at first but complained later that it was "daylight robbery".

Oh! I just checked out something new. Called Stickam. Kinda looks cool. But I haven't tested it. Stickam Link.

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Friday, March 24, 2006
1:48 am

HELLO!
I shouldn't forget to blog.
I wanted to skip today.
But I had so much things to say, everyday.

First up, I received a reply from Ngee Ann Polytechnic after sending my appeal letter yesterday.


Dear Chia Jia Zhen

We understand your desire to acquire a Diploma in the Mass Communication course from the Polytechnic. We empathise with you and many others in the same situation.

We have given due consideration to the appeal. However, we regret that your appeal has been unsuccessful as your results do not meet the selection criteria for Mass Communication . Selection for admissions is based on compliance to selection criteria, competitive academic performance, and is also subject to the number of vacancies in the year of admission. Due to the large number of applications received, competition for places in Mass Communication has been very keen and there are no vacancies.

The aggregate computation for selection is based on grades obtained for English, Mathematics, a Humanities subject and two other subjects (excluding CCA).

Thus, your aggregate for this: English (A2) + Maths (B3) + Combined Humanities (A2) + A Maths (B3) + Biotechnology (C6) = 16 points. After CCA deducation (B3), it will be 15 points. The 2006 Cut-Off Points is 13 points.

However the COP ranges from year to year depending on the academic profile of each cohort.

If you are still keen on our Film, Sound & Video course, you may not enrol this year and may retake your GCE 'O' Level subject (Biotechnology or Chemistry) instead to attain better grades to improve your chances of admission next time. Registration with MOE as a private candidate is available at this website ( http://www.seab.gov.sg/) from 13 - 25 March 2006 . With results of maximum 2 sittings, you can apply for future admission to the Polytechnic.

As for Product Design & Innovation (PDI) course, you may wish to contact Dr.Tan Ah Kat , the PDI course manager at tak@np.edu.sg or 6460-6470 for more details.

Thank you for your interest in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Regards,
Ee Wun
Academic Affairs Office


Pretty much... crappy. But, well...
For now, I have learnt to take things with an open mind.
So, I guess... If I can't get what I want, I can't do anything much about it.
I'll have to take it all in my stride then.

I don't know why, but maybe it's because I expected the reply from Ngee Ann to be a firm "NO WAY!", that's why I didn't feel so disappointed. I was just giving it a try. I feel... Alright about it. I wonder why... It's okay.

But there is another course I'm really interested in.
Bachelor of Arts in Communication - SIM

It takes in O level cert. holders with 5 credits, including English.
Hey! So cool. The curriculum is like, interesting... and I can get a degree in like, 3 years. A DEGREE mind you! Not a diploma! Oh! I have to get this! But... fees are like... a whopping S$58,117.50. HELP!

Do I have a chance?
I'd have to ask my mother.

I gotta go sleep now! It's so darn LATE!

For your info,
Currently, POST NUMBER: 97.
Countdown to Post 100: 3 MORE.

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Thursday, March 23, 2006
12:16 am

Currently, POST NUMBER: 96.
Countdown to Post 100: 4 MORE.

WAH! That's rather fast! 100 posts soon.
Wanna check out my cousin's dog?! So cute! His name's Alfie.
A male shitzu..

Here's his after-shave. His before-shave was very very... floor rug style.






Get it?!

Hey! Does this make sense?
THE THING ABOUT SORE LOSERS.
Losers hate winners 'cos winners win losers.

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
10:02 pm

I had just submitted an appeal form to Ngee Ann Poly., after receiving a reply from them about the enrolment. The mass appeal results are coming out start/mid April. Like, I'd have to wait...

I really do hope that they would read my email!
Yea, it's pretty long. Well, let's see how it goes.

Woke up early today. 9.30am.
Yes.
It's early considering my lifestyle now.

I went to play badminton with a few friends. Hey! Guess what, all from my sec 1 and 2 class while one was in the same class as me for four years. Ok, they're Dilys, Paul, Jason, George.

It was a long day before we could finally play badminton.
I'll tell you.
Firstly, we were supposed to meet at 10.30am, at Bukit Merah bus interchange(BMBI).
I was late. Well, late 15 minutes. It was really crappy! I never took the bus from my home straight to BMBI before, thus, the timing was all wrong. Ended up late.

Dilys was early. Yea, she reached way before 10.30am. It's so "paiseh" to make people wait. Argh.. Time is so complicated. We were supposed to meet at BMBI at 10.30am and walk to the Bukit Merah CC to play badminton.

So! At around 10.40am, I smsed Dilys and asked if the guys were there yet (Supposed to be only the four of us, excluding George-AT FIRST). And she said she was the only one there. So, everyone's late except her! Oops. But when I reached, Paul was there already. Alright. That means it's left with Jason. That guy told me he will definitely NOT be late today. What a joke! Yea, he flaunts! READ, JASON! Stop FLAUNTING about not being late! Your "late" is EXTREMELY late okay?! So wake up man! Twice like that already! I also never late until so "kua zhang" one okay?!

I'll talk about it later.
So, Dilys called him using her phone but Paul was the one talking to Jason. Turns out, he only just woke up. What thick skin! And he still thinks there's nothing wrong with that. We were like, STUNNED. So rubbish. So, the 3 of us set off to Bukit Merah CC.

Walk, walk, walk...

OK, finally, we reach the CC.
We were like, mouths like kena pull long long like that know?! Wah! The CC was closed "lor"! Stupid! Well, then we just stood around, checking out the place, and wondered what's up with the CC. There were no signs, nothing. Time was already 11am.

So, we called the guy who suggested the place, the MR. Jason Hia.
Hello?? Paul told him.. bla bla bla, don't know what they said, then he passed the phone to me. We were saying... bla bla bla, and then he suggested some ulu ulu places which I don't quite know. So, we were laughing about rubbish and then, bla bla bla and he told me(TAKE NOTE!!!), "I'm reaching in 10 minutes".

Told everyone that.

And they grimaced. I felt so dumb. Waiting for something to happen. Coincedentally, my ez-link card ran out of money. And there was nowhere I could top it up, conveniently.

We explored the place and looked for a back gate or side gate or some other blurdy gate that may tell us that the place might be open. There was NO other gate open and the place was super padlocked. So, we chatted, yea... chatted. I didn't say much. 'Cos the both of them were talking about stuff I don't quite know, like, some band stuff and, oh whatever. I just listened, and occasionally nod my head, laughed along and... yeah, comment a little. I need to talk. Where else the conversation?! Like, DUH!!! Alright, back on track!

After 15 minutes, we shifted to the side of some HDB blocks and sat down on the stone seats there. Pretty dirty by the way. But then yada yada yada... some chatting going on. Smsed him, "Wah! Your ten minutes very long leh...", then he says... "I think so too." WHAT THE HECK?! haha.. "very funny". Time was 11am or so when we called Mr. Hia.

15 minutes later, no sign of him.

25 minutes later, no sign of him.

30 minutes later, no sign of him.

Wait! Didn't he say, he'll be reaching in TEN minutes?!
What a liar, RIGHT?!
Buddy! Wake up man! Ok, currently, he doesn't read this blog, I think. But if he does, don't worry buddy, these are rants. Rants are rubbish. I write this for fun. I know buddies don't get that pissed when reading joking remarks made by other buddies right?! Ya.

So, around 11.45am, we walked back to the CC and he wasn't there yet, so we gave him a call. This time, Paul said Jason will reach in 2-10 minutes. RIGHT! ok, alright... We waited... Ok, he came at around 11.50am. What time did we say we want to meet?! Let me see... 10.30am. How long was he late? Late by... Say, around an hour and twenty minutes. WOW! Wasn't that SHORT?! As if!

When we finally see him, yes, FINALLY, walking towards us, we all acted "pissed". But our acting failed. We all discussed and decided to go to Queenstown CC. Alright! Went there, used 50 cents on bus fare. Then, we found out that it was booked for long long. Then there will be some community programme going on. BLAH! No chance. So, we went to Delta sports complex. I don't understand, how come the community centres and sports complex people are always so pissed. They always give us the long, black face and the stupid pissed tone of voice. Whatsup' man?! Book court only, so angry for what? Don't see us young then like that look down on us okay?!

By the time we started playing, it was 1pm already. I was supposed to go home at 1pm. But it's okay. George joined us later... played till 3pm. Dilys went off at 2.30pm, Paul went off at 3.30pm. I didn't know which way to go, so I waited for George and Jason while we chatted.. until 4pm or so and then we went off... Took a bus, 197 home. That's all!!! What a freakin' long entry! Haha.. ok... Be off!

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12:33 am

Ok, yesterday's post was rubbish.
Everything I post is rubbish. That's why they're called "RANTS" right? Right.

Anyway, I need to WAKE UP!
Wah, the sheeet!
Oops, wait!
Ok, reset.

I just opened my enrolment package and read it CAREFULLY.
I was supposed to send in my tuition grant to Ngee Ann by 20th March! SHHHEET!
I totally miss that out!
So, I gotta send it quickly today.(take note of time: 00.35)

Oh, MAN!
THE TROUBLE!!!
Well, What to do? I'm always crapping up.
I want to do PRINT JOURNALISM and write in magazines and interview the stars!!!
Hey! If I could get into Mass Comm wouldn't my dream come true? DUH!
My aspiration is to do... THAT.

But I don't really THINK I can now, I'm always doing things at the last minute! It can't possibly work out! I am so so CONFUSED. MIND! My mind! I'm going MAD! Ngee Ann is driving me MAD! Oh HELP ME!!!

I REALLY REALLY NEED HELP!

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?!

PLEASE?!

I URGE FOR SOME ASSISTANCE!

I just sent an email to Ngee Ann Poly requesting some ANSWERS!
I WANT ANSWERS!

My greatest regret for now?

Not applying for JPSAE.

THE WHOLE SYSTEM is RUBBISH! I AM PISSED!

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
12:04 am

Well. Time to update, right? Right! duh.

No one wants to read about my life.

Who wants? Tag my board and say you want.

I know you don't want.

Do you want?

Nothing's fresh.

Everything's stale.

Then why should I blog?

I blog for the sake of blogging?

No!

I want to make my views heard. Wait!

Do I have a view?

Oh! Rubbish.

No one wants to read blogs about our lives. Our plain, normal. Rubbish-"ie" lives. They would read your blog if you were famous. They would read your blogs if they were your fans. Or if they were your FRIENDS.

So! Do I have friends? Sometimes I ask myself that. Do I have friends that are willing to spend their time chatting with me on the phone, hang out with me, going out to dine with me, no matter when or where, when they're free or where it's convenient. Do I have friends like that? Do I have friends whom I know won't ignore my sms no matter what happen and be very willing to take a call from me no matter what time it is? Ok, maybe that's too much.

But, do I have friends who would go shopping with me? Do I have friends who would willingly catch a movie with me when I want to? Do I have friends who cheer me up when I'm down? Do I have friends who understand me and my character? Do I have friends that I meet up with at least once a week and contact every single day? Do I have friends who can take my jokes and friends who never got angry with me and friends who wouldn't leave me in the lurch when they find their love partners or friends who wouldn't ignore their friends over ranks?

Would I ever have friends like that?

Do I have friends like that?

Would someone tell me the answer on my tagboard?

I feel so lonesome.

Why do I write blogs when one would hardly find the time to read my writings?

No one's really interested are they?

Why do I waste my time idling around and not doing anything to improve my life?

I need COMPANION. I HAVE NONE.

I'm a failure.

A total FAILURE.

I'm at my wits end. Could someone please tell me what to do?

Today, Life's not all that good.

Tomorrow, life's the same.

Then, there is nothing much to hope for is there?

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Friday, March 17, 2006
6:28 pm

Oh darn! I was supposed to go out today! Now I'm all cooped up at home...
I wanted to check out the Icon mall near Bugis... perhaps, and to hang out with my friends today. But it was a total disaster...

Last night, everything cropped up 'cos we did things at the last minute, or should I say, at the eleventh hour? Well, it's all the same. So I went swimming at night and my battery was flat. I reached home at around 9.40pm and totally forgot to charge my phone. So, I didn't take note of the messages... Bla bla bla... So now, it's WASTED!!

Aww... darn.

I guess I'd have to wait till the June Holidays to be able to hang out with Sandra.
Well, we'll see, my friends... we'll see...

I figured that I wanted to post the layout I made yesterday on Blogskins.com, so I made a new Kaiser Chiefs layout for me! Haha. Here's a little screenshot for remembrance...

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12:58 am


Check out these grapes! I had them a few days back, and used my lil' bro's phone cam to take a pic of it. Well, it might not seem rather amusing like that, but in actual
fact, the reason I wanna talk about it, is that this is one LONG grape. I mean, the whole bunch is made of long grapes, say... around 3.5cm long. I mean, I've never ate such long grapes, the grapes I ate were all short and round, like a ball. this looks like a mini papaya. Haha... Funny.
But the best thing was that it was seedless! Ah! I love seedless grapes. They're sweet too!!!

Anyway, this Sunday, my family and I were sitting in the car, in the petrol station, waiting for the service guy to change shift and pump petrol for us, and there were a few taxi-drivers who were cleaning their cabs in front of us... So, we were waiting...

And suddenly, I spotted a rather disgusting thing. This middle-aged guy, obviously a taxi-driver, was washing his car.. yea... nothing wrong with that yet...
He was washing his car... and then I saw a really ugly ass-crack and half a butt protuding from his pants, displaying, in full glamour in front of our car.

Like, "EWW!!!".

We laughed and laughed about it and pondered if he was doing it purposely or accidentally, maybe he didn't know while he was washing his car, that his pants were too loose, and it had fallen so his butt-crack was revealed. Anyway, it was really ugly. Reminds me of those fat construction workers they talk about overseas, in perhaps, USA. haha...

Shortly after a great big laugh, he went into the Gents and emerged 5 minutes later with his pants properly pulled up. Okay, so it wasn't on purpose. But really, he should have been more careful. As he walked out of the male toilet, he stole a glance at our car. Perhaps, he was wondering if we saw his embarrassing sight. Well, WE DID! But he wouldn't know anyway. He must have been utterly disgraced. haha... RIGHT?

Well, what do'ya think of the new Kaiser Chiefs layout? Alright ah... Not so perfect. Haha.. nevermind! I like it anyway. So, that's all! Good Night. It's late, I gotta sleep! Oh! One more thing... Wanna take a look at Ah-rol? Ok, she's Carol. She's wearing my lil bro's sunglasses there... working outside Shaw House. So funny.

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Monday, March 13, 2006
7:15 pm

This morning, I received my enrolment package from Ngee Ann Polytechnic, asking me to enrol in Product Design and Innovation. Well, I obviously wasn't pleased to receive that. So, I'm now really hoping that my appeal will pull through and that I might get into Business Studies. But, well, my chances are slim. I know that. I'd rather go into Mass Comm. Ugh... but my scores are too high! Freakin... crap.

What's the use of me getting A2 for English. What a waste of my time. I really hate the Singapore education system to the core. Damn! WTS...
I cannot take it anymore...

What should I do? Accept the Product Design course and waste 3 years studying something I don't want to study? HELP ME! I'm in a dilemma!
Should I go study in a private school? Since the government and those polytechnics really suck...

THEY SUCK! THEY SUCK!
Heck, they ruined me... And many other people...
THEY SHOULD really review the strucure and way off admission. It's really the crappiest thing I've ever seen. REALLY.

And experienced.

Computers shouldn't be used to enrol students.
Humans should be used.
Don't you think so? Anyway, there's no point blabbering more... I shall stop.

Ooh,
made a Franz Ferdinand skin halfway and completed a Jolin Tsai skin for "Clarise", my cousin... She said she loved it. I know she does. I MADE IT! haha... ok. Just joking. But I think she really liked it anyway.

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Saturday, March 11, 2006
6:20 pm

Well, I was watching tv yesterday...
Double trouble, with May and Choy on Mtv Asia.
They were interviewing Oasis...

They asked Oasis to compare Franz Ferdinand to another band.
Guess what.

They seriously don't really like Franz Ferdinand. What's wrong with those guys?
They compared Franz Ferdinand to The Wiggles. What the...
You know the little kid show "The Wiggles"? Those colourful lame old children's programme, where grown men sing kid songs like they've never tasted booze before. Haha. Franz Ferdinand couldn't possibly be compared to them. Those wiggle ah guas aren't as stylish as Franz okay?

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3:54 pm

There are always some days when you regret, saying "Oh! I should have done this." or "Oh! Why didn't I do that?"...

Sometimes you think your path is not the right one for you.

Sometimes you think you should have taken the initiative to stop or to start.

Sometimes you let it all go to your head, but sometimes you just give up and reset.

In the end, you won't get back the time you lost.

But do you think it's time wasted?
____________________________________________________________

When you realise it's all too late, you just got to carry on the distorted path and find your way to the light at the end of the tunnel though your legs feel like their lugging tons of weight.


Maybe you think this step you have taken is a wrong one.

Maybe you think today is a day wasted.

But if you stop thinking, do you think you can get over it?

If you think someone has done you wrong and you can't do anything about it...

How would you feel?


Questions with no answers. Empty questions. That's all that is. That's all there's ever going to be... ...

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Thursday, March 09, 2006
6:53 pm

Haven't been up to much these days... not after the Orchard Road bazaar ended on the 5th March. With no one to go out with, I'm always staying at home. I had just designed a blogskins for myself. Nice?

It's actually, "not nice", if you get what I mean, it's the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina, at New Orleans. Well, I found the picture in Deviantart.com. I feel it makes a thought-provoking layout, plus it's not a layout of an artiste. I haven't had a "normal" layout since I got crazed over Green Day and Franz Ferdinand. I thought, maybe I'll have a change.

I am getting too bored. There's nothing to do at home when I'm waiting. I just use the computer and get designing blogskins. But this is just a hobby. Oh! What can I do? Everyone else seems so busy.

The phone rang just now. When I picked it up swiftly, I didn't realise it was all greasy and oily. I think someone with greasy hands touched it and didn't wipe it afterwards. I wonder who it was. But that's plain DISGUSTING. So I started wiping it after I realised it was so greasy.

It rained just now. What a heavy downpour. The sky was all dark. Now, I don't know. That's all. Another time.

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Monday, March 06, 2006
10:55 pm

Check This Out!
It's a Sony Advertisement.

Click Here

-Then click on the video.
-Remember to click "CLICK HERE" again after the video to retract video.


Nice eh? Surely you've seen them before?

Haha.

Well, a short update on what I've been up to.

Nothing in particular.

I'm just waiting.

I experienced great disappointment.

The story goes...
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On the 3rd of March, year 2006, Friday.
Time: Somewhere around Noon.

I received a tip-off when I switched on my cellphone. It was sent at 6+ in the morning. Sender: Michelle J

Details: JAE results releases at 8am in the morning.

I frantically switched on the computer and entered the JAE website address. Slowly but surely, I navigated the website to a link, opening into a site which asks of me to type my NRIC no. to enter.

Anxious to see the results of my posting, I typed in my NRIC and clicked "ENTER".
OK... "loading..."

FINALLY.
My eyes stared wide open on the computer screen, with my mouth gaping, a look of disbelief was written all over my face. I almost cried. I never thought this would happen. A deep feeling of disappointment sank in. My heart drowned and my mind was in a whirl. I thought, "How could this happen to me?!". I could barely speak,as I hold back my tears... literally. Crying is for babies. Grown-ups shouldn't cry. This concerns my career in the future. Of course I'm worried.

The results of the JAE posting?

MY tenth choice. Bear this in mind! Out of twelve! My TENTH choice.
Institution Posted to: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Course posted to: Product Design and Innovation N68
I would never have expected this.
An ENGINEERING course. One I'd never wanted to go into.
I fear my skills and what I excel in would go into a complete waste.
I don't want to do mechanical engineering. Never.
Why did this have to happen? If only my CCA was A-something instead of B3 or my Bio was B3 instead of C6. I wouldn't have had this case happening to me. And bear in mind, "IF ONLY".

So naturally, I was disappointed in everything, myself, my teachers, the system. But there was a chance. I could appeal. This rarely works. A lecturer told me that all my choices are POPULAR.

POPULAR?! What are you talking about?

Nevermind.

So, appeal for transfer of course is today and tomorrow.
I went with Michelle.
She didn't appeal.
But I took a LONG time before I decided to drop the Ngee Ann Mass Appeal Form into the N45, Business Studies box. That's my 4th choice.
I hardly have a chance of going in. I know that, I have to bear in mind.
I was seriously considering "Mass Communications" or "Business Studies".
Now that I think of it. Maybe I should have appealed for Mass Comm. Though chances are incredibly slim. So maybe, tomorrow, I'll go down to Ngee Ann and see what I can do about it.

For now, I don't wish to think about this thing. I can't just "GET OVER IT". It's extremely major. My future must not be RUINED! Oh. What a bother.

So, this is how it ends. Another time of waiting. I shall wait again. And let's see how it goes.

The Pink Panther was rather funny, though the first part of the movie is boring. It only started to get funny when Inspecter Clouseau took the accent class. "I would like to have a hamburger" and he says, "Ie wudh liek do havv a hmm-humph-haumph". That part was damn funny, I almost teared man! And also the part when he was speaking to the Russian trainer, making fun of his accent. And when he was interrogating the Cantonese old woman too.

"haha"...

Remember the PINK PANTHER tune? do-do-do-do, do-do, do-do, do-do, do-do, do-do-do-do...balumpuhpuh... Ooh, Weird.

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