Today, everyone is in a mean arse bad(sian) mood.

It is infectious.

I thought I could look forward to school; school is getting on my nerves.

I might just become that reclusive quiet, undisturbing unknown in my past.

This semester sucks. I hope tomorrow will be better. That's because I can say, today really sucks. Is it me? Or are people closing up and not laughing nor smiling sincerely anymore?

There's this moody thing going on.
Well, I for one am in no mood to smile or laugh. Maybe I appear fierce. So people think I am not one who takes jokes. So I have become the epitome of "sian".

This "suan-ing" thing is so STUPID. I hate it. There is so much rubbish.

I hate rubbish.

I like blogs 'cos I can rant. But I can't rant as free as I could because there are known and unknown viewers.

I suddenly feel like I've become offensive to the people around me.

Therefore, I have chosen to take the quiet route. I think relationships are always prone to misunderstanding. Whatever relationships that is. If I just remain sitting on the fence... oh... maybe these things will fade away. But then I'll become that reclusive loner that I fear to be.

I thought my life was a simple boring one. Yes, so far. But the tides are turning. It's gonna be a rough journey ahead. Hang on tight for your life.

If you fall overboard, it'll be hard to salvage 'man overboard'.

I'm not angry. I'm just unhappy over peoples' behaviour sometimes. Who knows? Maybe it stems from me.

We ain't perfect. NO ONE's perfect. No. No being.

Maybe I'll recover. For now, HOME is the best place for me. It's time to de-stress.

and NO, I didn't fall out with anybody.


Sometimes some people need some quiet time. I shall not disturb anyone further. A test shall be put forth for me to keep my mouth shut unless utterly necessary, of course, not affecting my studies which is forthrightly the most important thing right now in my life. Others are second in nature.

or not.

Don't put words in my mouth, don't put actions in my movements.