Well. Time to update, right? Right! duh.
No one wants to read about my life.
Who wants? Tag my board and say you want.
I know you don't want.
Do you want?
Nothing's fresh.
Everything's stale.
Then why should I blog?
I blog for the sake of blogging?
No!
I want to make my views heard. Wait!
Do I have a view?
Oh! Rubbish.
No one wants to read blogs about our lives. Our plain, normal. Rubbish-"ie" lives. They would read your blog if you were famous. They would read your blogs if they were your fans. Or if they were your FRIENDS.
So! Do I have friends? Sometimes I ask myself that. Do I have friends that are willing to spend their time chatting with me on the phone, hang out with me, going out to dine with me, no matter when or where, when they're free or where it's convenient. Do I have friends like that? Do I have friends whom I know won't ignore my sms no matter what happen and be very willing to take a call from me no matter what time it is? Ok, maybe that's too much.
But, do I have friends who would go shopping with me? Do I have friends who would willingly catch a movie with me when I want to? Do I have friends who cheer me up when I'm down? Do I have friends who understand me and my character? Do I have friends that I meet up with at least once a week and contact every single day? Do I have friends who can take my jokes and friends who never got angry with me and friends who wouldn't leave me in the lurch when they find their love partners or friends who wouldn't ignore their friends over ranks?
Would I ever have friends like that?
Do I have friends like that?
Would someone tell me the answer on my tagboard?
I feel so lonesome.
Why do I write blogs when one would hardly find the time to read my writings?
No one's really interested are they?
Why do I waste my time idling around and not doing anything to improve my life?
I need COMPANION. I HAVE NONE.
I'm a failure.
A total FAILURE.
I'm at my wits end. Could someone please tell me what to do?
Today, Life's not all that good.
Tomorrow, life's the same.
Then, there is nothing much to hope for is there?