I found something amusing and laugh out loud at for more intellectually-abled people who can pronounce properly simple words we learnt in primary school...
haha.. that's how i would be able to hurt them instead of them hurting me.. although loneliness has been part of school during morning lessons... i'm sure... i can at least look down on those hoodlums whose one comsummate obsession is being in the "Gorilla Tribal Community"

oh! how that english test has helped increased my knowledge of words i can use in out-speaking others... i shall still shut my mouth due to unforseen circumstamces... negative things might happen if i just blurt out what i want to without making sure my words go through thorough thoughts in my mind. hoodlums don't think before they act. they act without even thinking at all and thugs are all that uncivilised and uncontrollable except with the existence of higher AUTHORITY... ooH... i like that word.. authority... you would never be able to dream of how much you would be able to do with high authority and RESPECT... with determination... much things can be accompished..

wondering why i feel like speaking so profoundly today, i shall not anger get the better of me and turn violent. violence shall not be compromised. hey! that's why there are laws all over the place condoning acts of STUPIDITY such as violence right? I say... Singapore is definitely a much safer place to be than other countries.. definitely... talk about homicide in other countries.. gosh! check out the states! damn! over 10 000 gun murders in a YEAR! well.. talking about that.. i remember the film showed to us by our band 3 english teacher ms buganeish..(she says "Freedom of speech? We don't need freedom of speech! We can still get on with our lives happily without freedom of speech!") "Bowling For Columbine" by Michael Moore... i tell you, gun control is a big big issue!

Goodness... i've been jumping here and there... from one issue to another... well, that's it... i just can't take it anymore... my class is totally un-united.. hey! have you people checked out the catch-phrase at the back of our class on that broken-down notice board? "403, united as one." what 'crap'... i say, that's absolute bluff and irony.

The seriousness of the examinations has set upon our minds as teachers blabber about... blurting out unhappy endings if we don't work harder. Is that intimidation? They say it's not. But the irony is that it intimidates some of us surely, we got to start our mental engines to work on our attitudes! Failing to plan= planning to fail? Time-management is that important... well, how do i manage my time then? i shall have to take some time to think about that.

If i want to know something, i will search for the answer, right! As long as determination sets in, nothing can stop me except higher authority, money, moral values and character etc. How many restraining factors are there? i tell you.. more than you can imagine... everything has to be laid out properly and planned beforehand before you can really set your mind to do something and with that achieve great things. One should never under-estimate oneself at any point of time as failing to think about your future will lead to really horrid circumstances.

Therefore, from tommorrow, a new me will set in... a happy me, unafraid of jeerings and unhappy making fun of, in fact, an irony lurks around the corner of their mindset in the fact that they cannot even pronounce the making-fun of word properly. Their the ones making fun of themselves i say. well, what can i say about them? Nothing much. Fooling me would only be fooling yourself. Before you take on anyone, think about the circumstances. If you think you're that great, you would be able to control more than you think you can.

Which is, in a matter of fact, an unimaginary thing to do... well... sometimes i have no idea about the things i do hurting others, making others feel hurt definitely is not my forte. i have much better things to do! Real people have comfort in helping others and doing good thing, accomplishing great tasks without harming anybody... my say in today's entry, "lame" remarks shall not be passed, gossips of others should not be spoken of... the case of the "goh-ree-le" is not over yet.. i shall get to the end of this. For now, Good night and sleep tight, tomorrow is a new beginning, a happy beginning... "haha!"